I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar. I think too much.

 Thinking too much causes me to overthink and analyze things I don't want to deal with.

 It gets to much for me to handle and I panic. I shut myself down and go to war with myself.

I'm tired. I'm sick of being tired.

 Sick of wanting things and people I can't have. I want to be at peace with myself for once,

 to be happy and think about things that doesn't send me over the edge.